Borderline Personality Disorder is a mental illness that can feel like a surprise bag. Any given day you might wake up and have no clue what symptoms you will experience. Will you get anger, irritation, impulse control, dissociation, paranoia, self-criticism, mood swings or maybe even elation. How do you cope when you only feel and think in black and white. You don’t even live in the grey. Learn about the struggles of a mental illness that tells you that you NEED people, but the same illness causes you to feel unworthy and push those exact people away.